2009年5月6日 星期三

something seems so serious but actually no big deal

just being sentimental, ignore me


sometimes thought everything's just fine
and sometimes everything feels so wrong
as if everybody, everything's being is to torture, and only to torture, in the most sadistic way

like the devil, smiling so sweet, sitting on bedside, and singing nightmares to our sleep

there are angels, too
but we're all tended to overlook angels while things're fine
and stare at devils as if it could help fix everything right while we know things're wrong
but even knowing there're angels by my side, those devils're... they're always there
the devil's always there

GOD, please, i never wish life to be easier, but please take my sentiment away
maybe life isn't harsh enough for me, so i have to suffer from it for years
maybe it's enough to me? maybe i couldn't take it anymore?
the answer is still no, why? why still i can take it?
i don't even know exactly what the question is!

the being of human, the being of earth, the being of the whole universe
can they be erased? what would it be like if there's eventually nothing?
even nothing this very word mean's nothing
what would it be like? will there be any difference?

still... there are so many brilliant things in this world that i haven't met, haven't enjoyed
this is out of the gluttonous of my mind, which is the essence of human nature...

maybe love is what i can believe, GOD is love, after all
in the world of rational, love itself is irrational... a factor of uncertainty
so weird, i wish i could get to know it better when i *grown up*
till now it is what keeps me function working, or at least i thought so

ha ha, though i can be so senimental, but the emotions'll go away, momentarily or permanently
have some music, big girl!

then face the music, turn off the music and go study, there're exams await...

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